if you always do what you always did, you'll always get what you always got...

That is something that keeps popping up in my head for some reason. I heard it said somewhere recently. I just purchased my very first Apple MacBook laptop with my own money. All my Mac's except my Mac Mini have always been work items I didn't pay for. Now I don't get that free perk anymore and that sucks. But I fricking love this machine so far. It's a MacBook Air 15" M3. I was going to order some big amped up new MacBook M4 but but then when Costco dropped pricing again it made sense to just grab one of these. Yesterday I spent all day pretty much going to take Zaylee her meds we had to get at Childrens last week. She also had the flu so we didn't visit long. Work this week will be busy. New employee starts April 17th. SOC needs done in less than two months. Our Taxes aren't even started. Hmmm. Time to finish getting dressed and get into work. I think I will be in office today, I can handle it. This sinus infection has been a major pain in my ass! The snot I product seems never ending. Don't forget we have to get the rent stuff drawn up before end of April! Mike and fam will be moving in next door to Mom and Dad in Deed's house.

why me?

So I'm sitting here looking at hotel pricing for someone I really don't want to see after sending them money again and again so I can talk to them and I don't want to. Someone that got themselves into trouble all the time ever since the very first day I met them. If I could give you stories of how giving they were or how they helped when we needed them or maybe they came and did stuff but it always was a crap show. Always. When the visit was over it was always so elated and wished for not seeing them again. But people are human and I want the best for people. I really do. Doesn't get me anywhere. I'll say this I don't do anything like this for getting something out of it.  

It's been a long while...

Well, since the last time I updated here, I've met a boyfriend. Got married. Went to Austrailia twice, Japan once, Thailand for a month, got laid off from a 25 year job, and hell became an Uber driver full time. I've also bought two Toyota's one new and one used. Traded off my favorite C-Max, had a fire in the neighborhood that burned on 26 houses. Became an internet sensation with being on the news for the Ring Doorbell. There is just way to many things to write here. The big thing is I have a new job now, with a small company running IT and security for the company. Oh also I lost my Grandma in 2022. Oh yeah the COVID thing happened in 2020, went to CES a few times, oh this just keeps going. I'm just home from dinner at Cracker Barrel with the hubby. Had the chopped steak with brocolli and hashbrown casserole. Delish! It's supposed to be a snow/ice magqgeddon this weekend so I'm going to go out and do some Uber driving tonight and some tomorrow. Maybe I will find this again in a few months, days, or even years.

Wow, an update who would have thought!

So, I kind of abandoned this blog a few years ago. There is a real reason for it too. I started a new one with a more real open personality to it. All about my lifestyle. Maybe someday I would link these two but not for now. I write to you this morning much like I seem to have wrote about on here while being in a hospital. I was checked in on Sunday morning two days after Christmas with full blown pneumonia. I had been having problems with it for over 5 plus weeks. It escalated a couple days before Xmas by providing fevers and chills which made me finally get to class it from "just that cough everyone's got" to oh, you need to see a Dr. Which I had been doing a lot anyway. They checked me in after it was decided it was going to take IV antibiotics and breathing treatments / steroids to make it better. This marks my first overnight hospital stay in my life. Grr getting old sucks. The one night stay though has turned into a 3 night so far. Hoping to get released this Wednesday. I would like to be out for New Years! They have switched me a few times on the antibiotics and yesterday morning scared me with a sentence that they were going to speak with the infectious diseases unit with my case because of a blood cell count that raised. However that wasn't deemed necessary and was attributed to the steroids causing it to raise also my blood sugars. This event also had me on insulin for the first time in my life. They couldn't use my metformin for some reason it can interact with the other treatments they say, so they use a slide rule insulin device. It really hasn't lowered my sugar down where it should be. I never been this high for a long time. hopefully when I'm away from these steroids it will go back and I can start exercising again. Lord knows I have plenty of gym memberships to use.

Wonderful, the whole last post just dissapead. I think I'm too sleepy to keep going. Talk to you later... Let's try this thing again. I dislike the angle, and for some reason when I do the shift I think it doesn't always seem to space right. I don't remember but some other keyboard product does that to me. Well let's see if this will let us update or not.

So far tonight dec 6th

30 minutes on the treadmill 1.46mi
Legs. Leg press 12x190, 10x190, 8x210
Glute 12x90 per leg 10x90 8x110
Leg extension 12x90 bl 12x50 left and right. 10x90, 10x50 left and right, 8x110, 8x60 left and right.
Seated leg curl 12x80, 12x40 per leg, 10x80, 10x40 per leg, 8x100, 8x50 per leg. Calf extension 12x110. Torso rotation, 12x100, 10x100 , 8x 120. Abdominal 12x110, 10x110, 8x130. Back extension 12x170, 11x170, 8x190.
24 laps on track=2mi

Exercise notes

So I joined a gym and have been working my butt off. Or so I hope. Going to post the workouts here.
30 minutes on Treadmill at 3.0 1.3 miles
10 minutes on the stepper , total of 21 floors.
30 minutes on cycle program. 7.5 miles travelled.
13 laps on track, total 1 mile.
Total steps that day 11300.